Whispers In The Dark.

Wednesday, 5th December 2018.


There is always a small, glimmering light. Even at the end of the darkest of tunnels. I say this, because, I’ve been too far down the rabbit hole. Seen truths that I’d rather not have seen. But then, all of a sudden, there’s the glimmer.

I officially got offered a permanent job today. The money is good enough. The perks are ok. The location is great, but more importantly, it is 90% office based. This may not seem a big thing but my knees and back are eternally grateful.

I start in the new year, early doors. That’s all there is to say.

It will be a struggle. Transitioning from weekly to monthly pay. There is also a six months probationary period but,……..20 DAYS PAID HOLIDAY TO START!

It has been over 15 years since I was last paid for a day off!

Thursday, 6th December 2018.


It’s so easy to get used to this bumming around. That’s the real problem! I spent the morning playing RDR2 online. Now I’m going to do a bit of music nonsense. I can hear my dad shouting about something downstairs. Fuck knows what? He’s always shouting about something.

Friday, 7th December 2018.


I’ve actually been to work!! Almost 5 hours of it! And, I have work Monday! Fucking hell! Wonders never cease.


Friday night. Me, Whitley Neil, Grolsch and RDR2. It’s not much but it’s what I got.

Saturday, 8th December 2018.


I just got my contract of employment through. Installations Manager. It’s a bit lar-dee-dar for my sort. Onwards and upwards.


I’ve taken L-Bobs down the Three horseshoes to meet Kai. Kai bought him a pint of Guinness. Tutty tut tut!

Listing yo the words of wisdom,…..or insanity(more likely!).


I’m feeling very, very sleepy. Three pints of heavy at lunchtime will do that to you!

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