Going Gonzo – I’m a lot like you, so please, Hello, I’m here, I’m waiting.

Friday, 17th May 2019. 06.31 It all feels very familiar. Like a warm blanket. The six twenty nine train to Waterloo. Coffee by the little fella at the station. Headphones,…… Nicey. 11.46 Just to make it really like the old days, we had MaccyD’s. It’s like I’d never left. 13.37 Onwards to London Wall. A little job which I was …

Going Gonzo – What happened next.

Saturday, 11th May 2019. 11.01 First off. Yes. Of course, I went off the rails, spent money I didn’t have and got shitfaced for a couple of days. It would have been rude not to. Anyway, it’s Saturday now. I managed to make the work related phone calls. I’m unsure if I’ll have won Monday but I’ll remain positive. The …

Going Gonzo – This is presented as a work of fiction and dedicated to nobody.

I’ve definitely passed the point of no return now. Isolation.I’ve cut my real human contact down to bare ration and have created the perfect work persona. Cloaked enough to shield myself yet close enough, to the real me, for ease. Friday, 3rd May 2019. 11.07 Surprisingly, it turned out all works required where done correctly yesterday. This means I don’t …

Going Gonzo – Wonder Boy

Friday, 26th April 2019. 23.11 Friday nights eh! So far, it’s been successful. I played little RDR2. Sean saw me online so we had a catch up. We laughed about the crazy times. I drank a few Corona’s. Now I’m continuing watching Vexed and smoking a fatty. It’s the little things. I’m not sure I just wrote that. It didn’t …

Going Gonzo – Bank Holiday

Friday, 19th April 2019. 11.41 I’ve had my big sleep. I’ve answered my final email of the week. Now, it’s just about me until Tuesday. I’ll be truthful. I really don’t know what to do with myself. I am currently laying on my bed, listening to Park life. I’ve just hit End Of The Century. I’m dressed. The windows and …

Going Gonzo – Hell To Skelter

Saturday, 13th April 2019. 12.51 I thought I might escape any Adulting today, but one look at Louis’ trainers made me realise I wouldn’t. One shop and one credit card transaction later, we were in the George. We sat upstairs and ignored each other. I watched the gutter of life(that includes myself), come up and down the spiral stairs. An …

Going Gonzo – No More Of That Talk.

Friday, 5th April 2019. 09.59 “No more of that talk. “ “Or I’ll put the leeches on you.” Exactly right. That’s the talking to I just gave myself about being such a doom monger. After all, it is Friday. I should find something to enjoy. No. Not drugs. Something wholesome, creative,……..? I say this every weekend. So, by rights, it …

Going Gonzo – Business As Usual.

Saturday, 23rd March 2019. 10.55 The joys of management. I got an email at 22.45 last night. It casted doubt on everything I had arranged for Monday so I’ve spent the morning cancelling hired equipment and informing engineers. Exactly how I like to spend my Saturday mornings! It wasn’t a massive issue as I am pretty much on first name …

Going Gonzo – Variety Of Going-Ons.

The following is a collection of events that I saw, did or imagined. Fast times. Thursday, 14th March 2019. 22.17 More trouble at school. If you wanna make rules we are supposed to abide by, I will ensure that they are applied when I need them. Not just when they suit you. If I am not satisfied. I’ll be applying …

Going Gonzo – I Look Great.

Friday, 8th March 2019. 17.29 After yesterday’s extreme meltdown, I’m intending on having a nice weekend. Even if it kills me. That doesn’t mean I’m going to have a mental one. I’m just determined to end up on Sunday night, feeling like I’ve actually had a couple of days off. Saturday, 9th March 2019. 14.23 I really need to get …