Going Gonzo – I Think I’d Be Good For You And You’d Be Good For Me.

Thurday, 23rd May 2019. 16.53 As some of you may know. I have started the long and exciting task of turning “Journal Of A Desperate Man” into a novel. The main problem I am having is naming the main character. It seems like a simple task but, it’s amazingly hard. Such a small thing. Naming the desperate man?!?! Who would …

Going Gonzo – This is presented as a work of fiction and dedicated to nobody.

I’ve definitely passed the point of no return now. Isolation.I’ve cut my real human contact down to bare ration and have created the perfect work persona. Cloaked enough to shield myself yet close enough, to the real me, for ease. Friday, 3rd May 2019. 11.07 Surprisingly, it turned out all works required where done correctly yesterday. This means I don’t …

Going Gonzo – Bank Holiday

Friday, 19th April 2019. 11.41 I’ve had my big sleep. I’ve answered my final email of the week. Now, it’s just about me until Tuesday. I’ll be truthful. I really don’t know what to do with myself. I am currently laying on my bed, listening to Park life. I’ve just hit End Of The Century. I’m dressed. The windows and …

Going Gonzo – Positivity Reward

Wednesday, 17th April 2019. 12.32 It looks nice outside. I might go have a looksy. Back at my parents last night. I slept well. I think I’m finally getting used to having a whole bed to myself. Just tomorrow to get through before I can spend the 4 day weekend achieving very little. 16.48 Almost out the door. Unless something …

Going Gonzo – Variety Of Going-Ons.

The following is a collection of events that I saw, did or imagined. Fast times. Thursday, 14th March 2019. 22.17 More trouble at school. If you wanna make rules we are supposed to abide by, I will ensure that they are applied when I need them. Not just when they suit you. If I am not satisfied. I’ll be applying …

Going Gonzo – Yeah Right!

Monday, 4th March 2019. 08.19 I swear it was the weekend a minute ago. As much as I love the money, I do miss the occasional day off that I used to get. That’s the bed I’ve made. That’s the one I have to sleep on. The usual morning blur is about to happen anyway. Time to run. I feel …

Start!

Monday, 10th December 2018. 10.20 London’s great isn’t it? No. Not really! It’s ok. I’m just having a work related hatred moment. I like it sometimes but when I’m wandering about looking for an electrical wholesaler around Oxford/Regent Street in the freezing cold, I’m less than keen. Not long now. A couple of weeks and wandering days will be over. …

Whispers In The Dark.

Wednesday, 5th December 2018. 18.31 There is always a small, glimmering light. Even at the end of the darkest of tunnels. I say this, because, I’ve been too far down the rabbit hole. Seen truths that I’d rather not have seen. But then, all of a sudden, there’s the glimmer. I officially got offered a permanent job today. The money …

Exactly What I’d Expect.

Friday, 30th November 2018. 14.16 I woke up late. I know this because the first words my mum said was, “I’m going into town. I’ve been up for hours!“. I then received various calls. Face to face job interview for the job in Chertsey. Monday morning, 9.30am. Interview for network supervisor. Camberley. Tuesday, 16.30. Its kinda productive, for me. Even …

Some Things Aren’t Meant To Be.

Wednesday, 28th November 2018. 22.44 I’ve actually got a days work tomorrow. I know! Mad right? What’s mad, is getting excited about one days work. Beggars, and all that. Thursday, 29th November 2018. 06.50 It feels like an early start but it’s not really. It feels like a long time since I had to do it. I feel shit. Full …