Going Gonzo – Pretending To Be Well.

Tuesday, 29th October 2019. 17.21 I live in a world where I have to beg for a doctors appointment. Sorry. That’s a lie. I live in a world where, even if I beg, I don’t get a doctors appointment. That’s karma for you. Anyway, I’m back to feeling like death. …

Going Gonzo – Used To Be Cool.

Tuesday, 24th S3ptember 2019. 10.59 I can’t remember the last time I stood outside a pub and waited for it to open. It’s probably because you can get a drink at nine in the morning in Staines. Anyway, that’s what I’m doing. Standing outside the Leicester Arms, on the corner …

Going Gonzo – Working For Headspace

Monday, 27th May 2019. 16.21 My plan to hit the dump was flawed. When I arrived at the queue of cars about half a mile away, I realised that I could lose my whole day waiting to get in there. I swiftly turned around. The summerhouse is now ready to …

Going Gonzo – I’m a lot like you, so please, Hello, I’m here, I’m waiting.

Friday, 17th May 2019. 06.31 It all feels very familiar. Like a warm blanket. The six twenty nine train to Waterloo. Coffee by the little fella at the station. Headphones,…… Nicey. 11.46 Just to make it really like the old days, we had MaccyD’s. It’s like I’d never left. 13.37 …

Going Gonzo – What happened next.

Saturday, 11th May 2019. 11.01 First off. Yes. Of course, I went off the rails, spent money I didn’t have and got shitfaced for a couple of days. It would have been rude not to. Anyway, it’s Saturday now. I managed to make the work related phone calls. I’m unsure …

Going Gonzo – Aftermath

Wednesday, 8th May 2019. 09.18 It was pissing down this morning so I gave Louis a lift to school. I returned home. Twenty minutes later I was at Carter’s. Being at home was like breathing soup. Christ. I’m lucky to have a friend like Carter. 11.29 I’m still at Carter’s. …