Going Gonzo – I’m a lot like you, so please, Hello, I’m here, I’m waiting.

Friday, 17th May 2019. 06.31 It all feels very familiar. Like a warm blanket. The six twenty nine train to Waterloo. Coffee by the little fella at the station. Headphones,…… Nicey. 11.46 Just to make it really like the old days, we had MaccyD’s. It’s like I’d never left. 13.37 Onwards to London Wall. A little job which I was …

Going Gonzo – What happened next.

Saturday, 11th May 2019. 11.01 First off. Yes. Of course, I went off the rails, spent money I didn’t have and got shitfaced for a couple of days. It would have been rude not to. Anyway, it’s Saturday now. I managed to make the work related phone calls. I’m unsure if I’ll have won Monday but I’ll remain positive. The …

Going Gonzo – Aftermath

Wednesday, 8th May 2019. 09.18 It was pissing down this morning so I gave Louis a lift to school. I returned home. Twenty minutes later I was at Carter’s. Being at home was like breathing soup. Christ. I’m lucky to have a friend like Carter. 11.29 I’m still at Carter’s. I watched Zombieland and now I’m watching Gross Point Blank. …

Going Gonzo – Putting Things Right.

Tuesday, 15th January 2019. 08.14 Today’s success is going to rest upon two things: How successful I am at blagging the overdraft decision. What happens at school today with Louis. I’ll ring the bank at lunchtime and, probably, the school. I need to ensure they doing something about it. 09.58 I couldn’t help myself. I’ve rung the school. I am …

Going Gonzo – Out With the Old.

Here I am again. At yet another beginning. I can only hope this is the last “beginning” as I’m sick of starting again. All this waiting to start my new job has pushed me to the brink of insanity but all I need to do now is: Keep Calm Have faith in myself Get up early I have limited myself …

The End..?

Thursday, 20th December 2018. 15.26 Sports Bar, Waterloo. At this very moment, I have no job, no money and won’t have any more money until the end of January. I’m pleased to say that my loyalty has been rewarded by absolutely no Christmas bonus and the worst final day. I did have the option to work tomorrow but due to …

Start!

Monday, 10th December 2018. 10.20 London’s great isn’t it? No. Not really! It’s ok. I’m just having a work related hatred moment. I like it sometimes but when I’m wandering about looking for an electrical wholesaler around Oxford/Regent Street in the freezing cold, I’m less than keen. Not long now. A couple of weeks and wandering days will be over. …

Exactly What I’d Expect.

Friday, 30th November 2018. 14.16 I woke up late. I know this because the first words my mum said was, “I’m going into town. I’ve been up for hours!“. I then received various calls. Face to face job interview for the job in Chertsey. Monday morning, 9.30am. Interview for network supervisor. Camberley. Tuesday, 16.30. Its kinda productive, for me. Even …

How Does Her World Spin? Without Me In Her Nest?

Tuesday, 27th November 2018. 11.27 The highlight of today will be this sodding telephone interview but I really had to get out of the house so I’m in the George. The only real purpose I could find to come into town was to buy junk food for Poundland. So, that is what I’m going to do. 15.48 I’ve an hour …