Going Gonzo – The Day We Said Goodbye.

I remember being out of work. It had been a few weeks and things were becoming dire. Just when I was at the end of my rope, my brother called me and said he had some work for me. Data cabling. The next day he collected me. I got in …

Going Gonzo – Heaven In Shitsville.

So. After all this time, my number one dream came true. I got my own place. My own place where I could: Afford the rent. Stay in forever, if needs be. Make my own, as in decorate. It’s a variation on the original plan but, that was when it only …

Going Gonzo – Until I Get There. Part One.

Recap: I have been on the housing list in my area since May 2017. There aren’t many social houses so I knew I had to wait, but I never imagined it would be this long! Wednesday, 8th July 2020. 07.27 After all the hassle relating to Louis’ birthday camping trip, …

Going Gonzo – The Seed Of Doubt.

Sunday, 28th June 2020. 15.37 Since Friday, I have been waking up worrying about the length of some cables I ran. I’m sure they are fine, but Big Dave planted the seen of doubt. Now, as you can imagine, I have doubt. Momday, 29th June 2020. 06.02 I couldn’t sleep. …

Going Gonzo – What’s The Point Again?

Monday, 22nd June 2020. 07.03 I woke up with that “What’s the point?” feeling and just can’t seem to shake it. 09.10 No. Really. What is the point? I think I’m just pissed off because I had an argument with Louis. He came back from his grandparents, banging on about …