Going Gonzo – Whip The Horses Eyes.

Tuesday, 17th March 2020. 18.16 There are, definitely, weird scenes inside the goldmine. After yesterday’s crap, I wasn’t expecting much from today. I was right. I spent 12 quid on coffee and 6 quid on chocolate and Haribo. We drove today(I say “we”. Big Gay Jay collected me). We have …

Going Gonzo – Used To Be Cool.

Tuesday, 24th S3ptember 2019. 10.59 I can’t remember the last time I stood outside a pub and waited for it to open. It’s probably because you can get a drink at nine in the morning in Staines. Anyway, that’s what I’m doing. Standing outside the Leicester Arms, on the corner …

Journal Of A Desperate Man – Original Draft.

I decided I should write it down, before it was too late…… I was in the bathroom, trying to scrape the encrusted blood and sticky residue of cocaine from my nostrils. I grinned at my reflection in the mirror. I was distracted from my stained teeth, by my grey complexion. …

Start!

Monday, 10th December 2018. 10.20 London’s great isn’t it? No. Not really! It’s ok. I’m just having a work related hatred moment. I like it sometimes but when I’m wandering about looking for an electrical wholesaler around Oxford/Regent Street in the freezing cold, I’m less than keen. Not long now. …

Whispers In The Dark.

Wednesday, 5th December 2018. 18.31 There is always a small, glimmering light. Even at the end of the darkest of tunnels. I say this, because, I’ve been too far down the rabbit hole. Seen truths that I’d rather not have seen. But then, all of a sudden, there’s the glimmer. …

Exactly What I’d Expect.

Friday, 30th November 2018. 14.16 I woke up late. I know this because the first words my mum said was, “I’m going into town. I’ve been up for hours!“. I then received various calls. Face to face job interview for the job in Chertsey. Monday morning, 9.30am. Interview for network …