Going Gonzo – Used To Be Cool.

Tuesday, 24th S3ptember 2019. 10.59 I can’t remember the last time I stood outside a pub and waited for it to open. It’s probably because you can get a drink at nine in the morning in Staines. Anyway, that’s what I’m doing. Standing outside the Leicester Arms, on the corner of Glasshouse Street. 11.06 The barman was slightly surprised to …

Journal Of A Desperate Man – Original Draft.

I decided I should write it down, before it was too late…… I was in the bathroom, trying to scrape the encrusted blood and sticky residue of cocaine from my nostrils. I grinned at my reflection in the mirror. I was distracted from my stained teeth, by my grey complexion. The whites of my eyes were blood shot and yellowing. …

Start!

Monday, 10th December 2018. 10.20 London’s great isn’t it? No. Not really! It’s ok. I’m just having a work related hatred moment. I like it sometimes but when I’m wandering about looking for an electrical wholesaler around Oxford/Regent Street in the freezing cold, I’m less than keen. Not long now. A couple of weeks and wandering days will be over. …

Whispers In The Dark.

Wednesday, 5th December 2018. 18.31 There is always a small, glimmering light. Even at the end of the darkest of tunnels. I say this, because, I’ve been too far down the rabbit hole. Seen truths that I’d rather not have seen. But then, all of a sudden, there’s the glimmer. I officially got offered a permanent job today. The money …

Exactly What I’d Expect.

Friday, 30th November 2018. 14.16 I woke up late. I know this because the first words my mum said was, “I’m going into town. I’ve been up for hours!“. I then received various calls. Face to face job interview for the job in Chertsey. Monday morning, 9.30am. Interview for network supervisor. Camberley. Tuesday, 16.30. Its kinda productive, for me. Even …