Going Gonzo – Things Seem Ok Then?

Thursday, 27th February 2020. 12.05 The Golden Fleece, near Bank. I squeezed a little work on Monday and Tuesday. Mainly, repairing laptops.I got nothing yesterday but an old spark mate contacted me and asked if I would go and take on an installation. He was happy to pay my usual …

Going Gonzo – Easier To Die.

Thursday, 10th October 2019. 14.59 The best part about today was the journey in. I didn’t have to meet anyone, make conversation or worry about being late. I just slowly weaved my way to Soho Square. The rest of the day was shit and sweaty. Redeemed only by it’s close …

Going Gonzo – On The Cards

Thursday, 26th September 2019. 10.03 I’ve just submitted most first full week payment in God knows how long. Just in the nick of time as well, as it’s bills week next week. I would prefer to spend it on a couple of 8-balls, some pills, grass and loads of quality …

Going Gonzo – Used To Be Cool.

Tuesday, 24th S3ptember 2019. 10.59 I can’t remember the last time I stood outside a pub and waited for it to open. It’s probably because you can get a drink at nine in the morning in Staines. Anyway, that’s what I’m doing. Standing outside the Leicester Arms, on the corner …

Journal Of A Desperate Man – Original Draft.

I decided I should write it down, before it was too late…… I was in the bathroom, trying to scrape the encrusted blood and sticky residue of cocaine from my nostrils. I grinned at my reflection in the mirror. I was distracted from my stained teeth, by my grey complexion. …