Going Gonzo – Pretending To Be Well.

Tuesday, 29th October 2019. 17.21 I live in a world where I have to beg for a doctors appointment. Sorry. That’s a lie. I live in a world where, even if I beg, I don’t get a doctors appointment. That’s karma for you. Anyway, I’m back to feeling like death. I’m sure there is a lesson to be learnt but …

Going Gonzo – Lost Tools.

Thursday, 17th October 2019. 09.56 Sean’s lost his tools. What a cock! Luckily, it’s a little job and I have tools to spare. 15.26 Obviously, I brought it up every 5 minutes, all day long. I doubt he will lose them again. Also, I just walked to the front carriage of the Reading train on Platform 24. Some prick broke …

Going Gonzo – Easier To Die.

Thursday, 10th October 2019. 14.59 The best part about today was the journey in. I didn’t have to meet anyone, make conversation or worry about being late. I just slowly weaved my way to Soho Square. The rest of the day was shit and sweaty. Redeemed only by it’s close proximity to The Montague Pike. 15.14 I’ve just seen a …

Going Gonzo – Peachy

Tuesday, 8th October 2019. 06.27 I didn’t drink any alcohol yesterday. It was weird. The reason for this, is that my liver hurts. I probably need to go to the doctor about it. Whilst I’m there he can check for all my other suspected ailments. Prostate cancer, bowel cancer, suspected appendicitis……I also think I might have sprained my right testicle. …

Going Gonzo – On The Cards

Thursday, 26th September 2019. 10.03 I’ve just submitted most first full week payment in God knows how long. Just in the nick of time as well, as it’s bills week next week. I would prefer to spend it on a couple of 8-balls, some pills, grass and loads of quality alcohol but it doesn’t appear to be on the cards. …

Going Gonzo – Used To Be Cool.

Tuesday, 24th S3ptember 2019. 10.59 I can’t remember the last time I stood outside a pub and waited for it to open. It’s probably because you can get a drink at nine in the morning in Staines. Anyway, that’s what I’m doing. Standing outside the Leicester Arms, on the corner of Glasshouse Street. 11.06 The barman was slightly surprised to …

Going Gonzo – Back To School

Thursday, 5th September 2019. 10.58 Everything appears to be back to normal.Louis went back to school yesterday and I went back to work today. Hopefully, there will only be minimal days off before the big Bedford job starts. The only thing I’ve learnt this week is, don’t put cheap tattoos from candy cigarette packets on your hand. Three showers later …

Going Gonzo – Nothing

Thursday, 8th August 2019. 17.24 Nothing has happened. Literally NOTHING! 18.59 I’ve managed to keep up with bills(so far!). I worked Monday and Tuesday and had to immediately ask for the money. The next days work I have is Saturday. That’s money will cover my rent and maintenance payment, leaving me with nothing to pay next weeks bills. We currently …

Going Gonzo – Ace

Friday, 2nd August 2019. 18.41 I’ve been in for a few hours. I did my RDR2 challenges(I’m on day 33 of continuous challenges. That’s how sad my life is!). I like an Ace. An Ace face. I turned the telly on and what did I find? An Ace. The Ace. Saturday, 3rd August 2019. 15.27 A gram of coke, 10 …

Going Gonzo – Today’s Fuck It!

Thursday, 35th July 2019. 10.08 Yesterday’s depression has had a sleep and woken up with a “Fuck It” attitude. It doesn’t magic money out of thin air but at least it’s a bit more upbeat. I watched a documentary about Nick Drake last night. It’s a kinda sad story. 18.06 It’s still too hot to function. 18.58 I managed to …