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Going Gonzo – Ace
2019, art, blog, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, photography, Uncategorised, weekend, writingFriday, 2nd August 2019. 18.41 I’ve been in for a few hours. I did my RDR2 challenges(I’m on day 33 of continuous challenges. That’s how sad my life is!). I like an Ace. An Ace face. I turned the telly on and what did I find? An Ace. The...
Going Gonzo – Hope’s Up.
2019, alcohol, blog, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, photography, Uncategorised, work, writingThursday, 1st August 2019. 06.47 I think I got past the first round of bills with a hundred pound to spare. Bonus. Well, maybe a little more but I bought the boys pizza last night. And thirty quids worth of pot! Heed the words of Freewhe...
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Going Gonzo – Shit Skipper.
2019, alcohol, blog, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, photography, Uncategorised, work, writingMonday, 29th July 2019. 14.32 Another week yay! I have work tomorrow but nothing else confirmed. Then I have about a grands worth of bills coming out on Wednesday. I just can’t wait! It’s so exciting………… Nah. I just can’t do it. Pretend ...
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Going Gonzo – Today’s Fuck It!
2019, alcohol, art, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, photography, Uncategorised, work, writingThursday, 35th July 2019. 10.08 Yesterday’s depression has had a sleep and woken up with a “Fuck It” attitude. It doesn’t magic money out of thin air but at least it’s a bit more upbeat. I watched a documentary about Nick Drake last nigh...
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Going Gonzo – Broken Dream.
2019, alcohol, art, blog, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, photography, Uncategorised, work, writingIt’s amazing how quick a dream can become a nightmare. It was a solid plan. New Life. New Place. New Love. New Me. Only one thing stood in the way. The “everything” that meant it could happen. I honestly thought my luck had changed. I me...
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Going Gonzo – Soul On A Good Day
2019, art, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, photography, Uncategorised, work, writingMonday, 22nd July 2019. 06.23 The biggest tragedy of life is getting up on a Monday. Unless you’re Terry Favour. It’s supposed to be very warm this week, but right now it’s grey. Like my soul on a good day. I can’t think of anything wort...
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Going Gonzo – Refreshing
2019, alcohol, art, blog, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, photography, Uncategorised, weekend, writingSaturday, 20th July 2019. 20.11 That was pretty much how the day started. I knew I had agreed to go into town. Carter needed craft supplies for a work thing. I survived HobbyCraft but insisted on Nostrano’s directly after. They do a fair...
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Going Gonzo – Twix
2019, art, british, dark humour, depression, gonzo, music, narcissist, photography, Uncategorised, weekend, writingFriday, 19th July 2019. 06.37 I had a shave last night. That went some way towards alleviating my depression. So, I decided to see what today would bring. My whole inner self is screaming, “FUCK ALL YOU CUNT!” A ray of sunshine reflected...
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Going Gonzo – Unfulfilled Ambition For Unfulfillable Dreams.
2019, alcohol, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, photography, work, writingThursday, 18th July 2019. 06.46 Today I am no longer immortal. It turns out that, all along, I was just an ageing dreamer. Full of unfulfilled ambition for unfulfillable dreams. 08.59 Now that I’ve had a few coffees, I feel a bit more al...
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Going Gonzo – Skill Set
2019, art, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, photography, Uncategorised, work, writingMonday, 15th July 2019. 10.23 The only goal I have today is making sure Louis gets on his train alright. I’ve had to go to work in Gatwick(got removed from the other job as my skill set was required back in Gatwick), so it’s not the best...
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