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Journal Of A Desperate Man – Original Draft.
2019, comedy, dark humour, desperate, drugs, funny, gonzo, misc, writingI decided I should write it down, before it was too late…… I was in the bathroom, trying to scrape the encrusted blood and sticky residue of cocaine from my nostrils. I grinned at my reflection in the mirror. I was distracted from my...
Going Gonzo – Writing An Escape.
2019, art, blog, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, misc, movie, music, narcissist, photography, Uncategorised, work, writingTuesday, 21st May 2019. 22.17 I’ve spent the evening watching Shaun of the dead. Followed by Jack Taylor. I quite like it. It’s got Iain Glen in it. He’s an ex-Garda in Galway. He’s an alcohol. He’s a private detective. What’s not to lik...
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Going Gonzo – I’m a lot like you, so please, Hello, I’m here, I’m waiting.
2019, alcohol, art, dark humour, Diary, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, new life, photography, Uncategorised, weekend, work, writingFriday, 17th May 2019. 06.31 It all feels very familiar. Like a warm blanket. The six twenty nine train to Waterloo. Coffee by the little fella at the station. Headphones,…… Nicey. 11.46 Just to make it really like the old days, we had M...
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Going Gonzo – What happened next.
2019, alcohol, art, blog, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, new life, photography, Uncategorised, weekend, writingSaturday, 11th May 2019. 11.01 First off. Yes. Of course, I went off the rails, spent money I didn’t have and got shitfaced for a couple of days. It would have been rude not to. Anyway, it’s Saturday now. I managed to make the work relat...
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Going Gonzo – Aftermath
2019, alcohol, blog, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, new life, photography, Uncategorised, work, writingWednesday, 8th May 2019. 09.18 It was pissing down this morning so I gave Louis a lift to school. I returned home. Twenty minutes later I was at Carter’s. Being at home was like breathing soup. Christ. I’m lucky to have a friend like Car...
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Going Gonzo – This is presented as a work of fiction and dedicated to nobody.
2019, blog, dark humour, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, News, photography, Uncategorised, weekend, work, writingI’ve definitely passed the point of no return now. Isolation.I’ve cut my real human contact down to bare ration and have created the perfect work persona. Cloaked enough to shield myself yet close enough, to the real me, for ease. Friday...
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Going Gonzo – Watched X-Files. Drank Beer.
2019, blog, dark humour, gonzo, music, narcissist, photography, Uncategorised, work, writingMonday, 29th April 2019. 13.10 I should come to expect that every Monday morning will be shit. Passes not organised. Engineers not communicating with each other. Trying to scrape jobs together to keep the engineers working in this quiet ...
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Going Gonzo – Wonder Boy
2019, art, blog, british, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, photography, Uncategorised, weekend, writingFriday, 26th April 2019. 23.11 Friday nights eh! So far, it’s been successful. I played little RDR2. Sean saw me online so we had a catch up. We laughed about the crazy times. I drank a few Corona’s. Now I’m continuing watching Vexed and...
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Going Gonzo – Shower Of Shit
2019, blog, dark humour, Diary, drugs, gonzo, music, photography, Uncategorised, work, writingTuesday, 23rd April 2019. 20.24 Easy day. Normal day. In fact, kinda boring. Wednesday, 24th April 2019. 11.16 My whole plan for today went wrong. I had every engineer over at a job in a prison. They all got past the gate. Then they were...
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Going Gonzo – Bank Holiday
2019, art, blog, british, dark humour, depression, drugs, gonzo, music, narcissist, News, photography, truth, Uncategorised, weekend, writingFriday, 19th April 2019. 11.41 I’ve had my big sleep. I’ve answered my final email of the week. Now, it’s just about me until Tuesday. I’ll be truthful. I really don’t know what to do with myself. I am currently laying on my bed, listeni...
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